I’ve enjoyed previous non fiction by Bryony Gordon, so was delighted to be granted an advance review copy of her foray into fiction. Subsequently I saw it all over my social media – with Bryony sending copies to seemingly every person I follow on Instagram!
Here’s the blurb:
“Olivia Greenwood has been trying very hard to please people for a very long time.
But today is going to change Olivia in a big way. A soul-crushing career disappointment, a fiery young woman with a chip on her shoulder and a cigarette in her hand, and one single blue hallucinogenic gummy all lead to a raucous night out and one hell of a hangover. And when Olivia wakes up the next morning, it seems she’s unable to please anyone but HERSELF.
So who actually is Olivia Greenwood, when she’s not trying to be what everyone else wants her to be?”
I could immediately identify with Olivia – being a similar age and similarly a people pleaser!! Her night out and encounter with a younger colleague, Rose, along with booze and a gummy – transforms Olivia’s attitude. I have to say (and perhaps this is because I am so stuck firm as a people pleaser) – I found her to be a little bit unlikeable and unpleasant in some ways when she had this epiphany – although appreciate that may have been to move the story along.
Olivia is very much sandwich generation – brought up in the 90s being told women could ‘have it all’ – but still juggling childcare and older parents (one of whom is living in her garden shed!) You also learn about a horrible misogynistic experience Olivia had early in her career – with which I could completely empathise. Young women today just wouldn’t put up with it – but I remember being groped by a partner of the accountancy firm I worked for and asked if all of the women in the Birmingham office were as sexy as me! At the time I just removed his hand from down my dress and laughed it off, as it was just considered ‘normal’ (although some years later, the aforementioned partner was personally fined £250k and banned from being an accountant for 3 years, which did prompt a wry smile……)
Some of the storyline did make me appreciate how much my own husband and children do around the house as a matter of course – although I completely recognise this is not the norm for many!
Overall I enjoyed the book and Olivia’s story arc – and agree that people, and women of a certain age in particular, should be able to stick up for themselves and not be perpetual people pleasers – but I also think it’s easier said than done! Maybe Rose’s gummies should be on prescription with HRT?!
Also loved the Erling Haaland cameo!
Many thanks to Net Galley and the publisher for my advance review copy – the book is published next month if you fancy pre ordering.









